I have never been so sure in my life. On what to do and how to deal with things that I can't handle. I'm not also quite sure about how much I've been hurt, because of the stupid things I've done.
All I know is the pain that cause me is like killing my system and ego slowly.
My alter ego, oh how I wish I can be strong enough like I imagined.
How I wish I can have all the guts to do what my heart can't do.
My heart's stopping me to do certain things that my mind used to think.
My heart is stopping me by being hurt and soft.
Then.. I began to cry all the pain.
How I wish I was emotionless.
How I wish I never knew how to love, so I can't be hurt this much.
and How I wish that love can't be painful as dying.
All I know is the pain that cause me is like killing my system and ego slowly.
My alter ego, oh how I wish I can be strong enough like I imagined.
How I wish I can have all the guts to do what my heart can't do.
My heart's stopping me to do certain things that my mind used to think.
My heart is stopping me by being hurt and soft.
Then.. I began to cry all the pain.
How I wish I was emotionless.
How I wish I never knew how to love, so I can't be hurt this much.
and How I wish that love can't be painful as dying.
hi,,im just dropping by..and i like what your posting on your blog..specialy THE Little ladys wishes..'cuz somehow i can relate to myself..for me its a good opportunity that you have that kind of situation..'cuz it tells you that you have to learn more and it teaches you about life..i guess we have the same perception in our own self..and that is, i also have never been so sure in my life..haha..but it makes me happy 'cuz it makes my life so colorful :D
if i were you..i will always face the world with smile everyday :D
email me please..if you have updated your blog..so that i will know..thanks a lot..
silver.raisha@gmail.com