Why do I have to suffer like this?
Why do I still have the urge of wanting him more?
Why do I stay, despite all the anger and hatred I feel inside?
Why am I still here if i feel loneliness inside me?
Why do I stand still knowing that he's pulling me down?
Why am I making all this effort when all he do is to hurt me?

It really sucks loving him more and more each day and all I do is to hurt myself.
I don't know what to do..
There where no more tears to pour.

Its just..
What I'm feeling right now is..
So much hard to explain..
Its like something's stuck in my heart that slowly killing me.

Is it the feeling of emptiness that makes me sad?